Art, Paintings

More Art Excavating

Solar Wind
Solar Wind
oil and acrylic on board
42 x 18 inches

I had completely forgotten about this painting. I found it while I was rearranging furniture last weekend. It’d been stuffed behind my bed, for some reason. I did a whole series of these bright, stringy paintings. My mom has one that I need to get good photos of. Next time I’m there, I need to remember to do that.

I also need to get photos of the drippy painting my brother has. It’s a little like this one, only much, much nicer. It’s full of lovely blues and teals, with little bits of alizarin crimson. I think another one in that series went to a family friend, so I need to get photos of that one, too.

Maps 3
Maps III
oil on canvas
24 x 24 inches

Hmm. See, this is why I don’t try to sell my stuff. I feel like I’ve left a string of poor little orphans in my wake.

Pets, Photography

As Promised Yesterday…

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Pandora (AKA Mistress Eeevil Kitty)

Pandora is in charge of making sure that my work table is kept clear and that all stray socks, wash cloths, and scraps of paper are deposited by the front door. She’s 16 this month and is still going strong. Every morning, I wake up to her running crazed laps up and down the hallway.

Pandora is the only cat I’ve known who is absolutely fearless. While I was moving the furniture around last weekend, the dogs both hid. Not Pandora! She was constantly underfoot, checking out what I was doing and looking to see if I’d unearthed anything Interesting. I’ve moved around a lot since I got her and have never seen her stressed about being in a new place. As soon as her carrier is opened, she’s out and exploring her new queendom. Every trip to the vet is a new adventure–she schmoozes with everyone and noses around, getting into everything she possibly can.

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The Studio

That’s Elliott in the last picture. He’s a mamma’s boy. Whenever I’m working, he sleeps under my feet. When I’m not working, he sleeps under my computer desk. The desk looks like a hunk of junk, but it’s an antique primitive piece. I should take better care of it than I do, but I don’t have the space to store furniture I’m not using. Plus, it’s the perfect size and height for what I need.

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And, because we haven’t had a landscape photo in awhile…

Meta

Technical Difficulties

I’ve been playing around with my blog template (apologies for the temporary weirdnesses). I think I’ve got things pretty well where I want them. The archives and links are now at the bottom instead of in a sidebar. I got sick of the narrow column the old format allowed for posts. It’s easier to read, but not so nice for artwork. I was also getting really tired of the black background.

I had to do some tweaking to get things how I wanted them (in IE, at least). In the process, I managed to piss off Netscape. For some reason I cannot fathom, the blog title is not showing up. I haven’t checked everything in Firefox and Opera, but will try to do so tonight. If anyone is using something besides those four browsers and encounters any ugliness, please let me know and I’ll try to fix it. Coding is so not, not, not my thing, but I’ll do what I can.

Art, Artist Books, Collage

Color Erratica: Red and Green

I’ve been participating in a round robin with some folks from the Art Erratica group. Each of the books has presented a different challenge. Mags’ book was no exception. She chose red and green with cream and brown. I had a difficult time working with those colors, so some of my reds tended toward the orange or purple. I also had a little trouble with the small size and the spiral binding. I’m used to working across a two-page spread, but didn’t feel like I could do that in this book. That meant coming up with four ideas instead of just two.

And, oh frabjous day, I actually remembered to sign all the pages in this book. I’m afraid I forgot to do so in Cathy’s book.

China
China
collage on paper
5 1/2 x 5 1/2 inches

When my brother and I were kids, we had a friend whose parents did the craft show circuit. One of the things they sold were window hangings made from Chinese paper cut-outs. The cut-outs were sandwiched between two pieces of glass, then the edges were sealed with leading. For years we had a cut-out of a fisherman who hung in various kitchen windows. He had long ago faded to white, but was cherished for the memories of old friendships he sparked in each of us.

I think this is the first time I’ve used Asian ephemera in my artwork. My brother and his wife import Chinese arts and craft and the sandalwood fan and paper cut-out were gifts from them. In light of the recent discussion about fetishizing others’ cultures in artwork, I was hesitant to take this route. However, I feel strongly about the importance of using objects that are a part of your life, that have a history and a story of their own.

Derranged
Derranged
collage on paper
5 1/2 x 5 1/2 inches

This piece incorporates one of the photos I altered a couple of months ago. It’s of a bronze Pan figure holding a bouquet of roses, with a live, red rose resting on top of the bouquet. The Indian-inspired tissue paper on the left came from Ms. Lea’s wedding.

Empty Little Boat
Empty Little Boat
collage on paper
5 1/2 x 5 1/2 inches

I still have boats on my mind. I’ve been suffering from a lack of motivation and inspiration lately, so this photo of an empty wooden boat, beached high and dry on the sand, seemed appropriate. The circle comes from a children’s book I dismembered.

Edit: I did some things a little differently this time. Part of that is because I was working in someone else’s book, which is a little nerve wracking. Part of it is because I had a major case of the waffles and decided to change horses in mid-stream. A couple of things didn’t work out the way I wanted them to, which sent me into a panic. Hmmm. What to do? I laid some tissue paper over the problem area, which helped, but not enough. Then, I tried a piece of an old dress pattern. Better, but still not right. Finally, I settled on wadding up some unbleached waxed paper and gluing that over the mess I’d made. Much better!

The Keeping Tree
The Keeping Tree
collage on paper
5 1/2 x 5 1/2 inches

This is based on a painting I did a couple of years ago. I used the same drawing in an altered book spread and in a tip-in swap. Someone suggested “a penny a head” for this one, but “a penny for your thoughts” is more what I was going for. I got the hat pin at a yard sale when I was in high school. The little bit of cork came from my first real art-school ruler (the ubiquitous 18-24 inch cork-backed, metal straight edge). And, again, more of my Yearbook Girls.

Art, Music

Instant Reviews (Weather, Music, Reading Material)

Instant Review: The Bloody Weather

Once again, I got to work to find that the network is down. My guess is that last night’s storms knocked out power and no one reset the servers. It wouldn’t be the first time it’s happened. Considering how much it’s costing the university to pay for us to sit and twiddle our thumbs, you’d think they’d try to keep this sort of thing from happening. Hrmph. That’ll teach me to haul ass to get to work on time when it’s storming.

And, speaking of the bloody weather, it was so hot on Tuesday that I had to dig out the window ACs and install them. Talk about a pain in the behindermost parts. I’d been looking forward to doing a whole lot of nothing when I got home, so physical labor was not on my To Do List. I’m glad I got that out of the way, though. It was even hotter yesterday, so being able to turn on the AC was a godsend. While cars and computers and telephones are wonderful inventions, I think AC trumps them all.

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Instant Review: Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds B-Sides & Rarities

Anyway, I got the Nick Cave B-Sides & Rarities box set and have been listening to it non-stop, at work and at home. If I had a tape or CD player in my car (ha!) I’d be listening to it there, too. It’s absolutely wonderful. Most of the material was previously released as B sides, some of which I already had, but I figured it would be worth the price (US$20) just for the unreleased material. I wasn’t wrong.

And for those who like Nick Cave but are looking for something a little different, I recommend checking out The Earl Brothers. It’s gothic bluegrass at it’s very finest. No, really! It’s funny and a little menacing and, I’ve found, makes damnfine music to clean by. Mary Poppins, eat your heart out.

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Instant Review: Stuff I’ve Been Reading

I’ve been enjoying Bitch PhD and Echidne of the Snakes. Angie Reed Gardner’s art blog, where there’s good art and some good, thought-provoking conversation. Check out the discussion of Fernando Botero’s Abu Ghraib paintings. I also recommend the Velveteen Rabbi blog. I’m not particularly religious, but I’ve always been fascinated by religion, by religious philosophy, and by linguistics. The Velveteen Rabbi caters nicely to my interests.

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It looks like the network is back up. Yay! It only took them 1:30 this time. Now to upload this and get to work.

Art

Goodbye, Nina B.

I found out this morning that my favorite painting instructor, Nina Marshall, passed away. She was she an amazing artist and a damned fine teacher. She also lead wonderful critiques. She knew how to get everyone in the class to really see the works. Her critiques weren’t just about her own response to the work; in Nina’s critiques, everyone participated. That didn’t happen in some of my other studio classes, which I think is unfortunate. If you don’t learn how to look at your own art critically, how can you expect to progress and grow?

And, since I’m on the subject of favorite art teachers, I went a-Googling for Dan Fruits. He aggravated me no end, and, before we came to an agreement on How Things Should Be, he had me fleeing the studio in tears on more than one occasion. I wouldn’t trade that experience for anything. Two of the many things I learned from him:

  • Everything can become an excuse to draw.
  • Do not get too attached to the preciousness of what you create.

Which brings me back to Nina B. Perhaps the most important thing I learned from her was that everything is underpaint. If you don’t like what you’ve created, then it’s obviously not done yet and needs another layer of paint. It’s easier to adopt this attitude if you’ve accepted Dan Fruits’ second tenet. And, really, it’s not a bad philosophy for life in general. The closet Buddhist in me likes that it allows for infinite do-overs.

So, Nina B., whatever you were painting, I hope you were able to finish it. And, if you weren’t, I hope you get a do-over.

Art

Art Excavation

I spent the afternoon going through stacks of old work, most of it from when I was in school. I found the whole endeavor pretty amusing, so I thought I’d share. And remember, it’s okay to laugh!

Inside Pandora's Box V

Inside Pandora's Box IV

Inside Pandora's Box III

Inside Pandora's Box II

Inside Pandora's Box I
Inside Pandora’s Box (AKA Great Butts Alive)
oil pastel on charcoal paper mounted to cardboard
25 x 19 inches

The figure drawing is pretty awful, but this is the project that made me fall in love with oil pastels. I love the glowing translucence and blendability. It’s tedious, but if you layer and blend them well, the result is gorgeous.

Figure I
litho crayon on newsprint
18 x 12 inches

Figure II
graphite and ink wash on newsprint
18 x 12 inches

Nude II
ink on paper
18 x 12 inches

Skeleton II
graphite on paper
24 x 18 inches

Skeleton I
pencil on newsprint
24 x 18 inches

I still love drawing bones. The newsprint in the second skeleton drawing has yellowed quite a bit. I had to really knock up the contrast in order to get the pencil to show up.

Figure III
Gesture drawing
litho crayon on newsprint
18 x 24 inches

I haven’t done gesture type drawings in ages–probably not since I finished school. I didn’t appreciate this one at the time, but I kind of like it now.

Hand with Leaf
Hand with Leaf
ink and pencil on paper
12 x 18 inches

Stippling is right damn tedious, which is probably why I didn’t finish this drawing. I just don’t have the patience for it. I like the way it looks, though.

Weeping Willow
Weeping Willow
watercolor on 140lb hot press paper
3 3/4 x 5 1/2 inches

I hated watercolor class. I don’t feel like I learned how to handle the materials (or even what proper materials to use). The critiques weren’t helpful, either. I would much rather have a mean, but honest, critique than a nicey-nice one. The instructor seemed more concerned with not hurting people’s feelings than with giving us useful information. Hrmph. And that’s when I got a critique. Half the time, she skipped right over my work. I assumed at the time that she just didn’t have time for anyone who wasn’t a watercolor major. This is the only thing I was able to salvage from that class. Pathetic, isn’t it?

Cougar
Sleeping Cougar
Prismacolor on toned paper
12 x 12 inches

This is part of a triptych. The assignment was to show something morphing, so I changed a house cat into a cougar. The other two drawings have gotten damaged, but that’s probably just as well. They’re really not good. I love the rocks in this one, though, and the way the cougar blends into them.

Absurdist Theater
Absurdist Theater (or The Onion Head Bird People)
acrylic and oil on 140lb rough watercolor paper
15 x 22 inches

This is just a silly painting that resulted from me wanting to use up some odds and ends on my palette. I swiped the paper from the trash can in the painting studio. It’d been thoughtfully primed with a coat of black gesso.

Art, Crankypantsing

The ATC Debacle and WTF?

On a couple of mail lists I belong to, the subject of people selling Artist Trading Cards (ATCs) has come up. ATCs were the brainchild of a Swiss artist. In the mid-1990s he came up with the idea of small (3.5 x 2.5 inch) original works of art that would be traded in person. The only stipulations were that they would be a certain size and that they would be swapped, not sold. Other than that, anything goes. The idea was that artists would meet in person and trade their small works of art. It would be a way for artists (most of whom aren’t rolling in money) to collect artwork from other artists.

So what’s the big deal? Well, quite a few folks are selling “ATCs” on eBay, which has spawned much discussion. The pro camp says, rightly, that people can do whatever they want with the art they create. The con camp says, also rightly, that selling ATCs undermines the purpose of ATCs and goes against the originator’s intent. While I would personally not support an artist who sold ATCs, it is their right to do so.

Of greater concern to me is the possibility that ATCs that have been traded to others will be sold and resold. As artists trade ATCs with the understanding that they will not be sold, I think it constitutes a breach of contract to turn around and sell an ATC that was received in trade. I think that doing so is mercenary, dishonest, and exploitative.

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I also seem to be plagued by assberets who cannot read for comprehension. There’s nothing so irritating to me as making a point, then having someone respond to that point with something completely irrelevant to the point. What are they teaching in schools these days?

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A few days ago, in another group, someone asked why there was a dearth of African or African-American imagery in the crafting community. I responded that I didn’t think there was a shortage of such imagery (just Google for African American quilts). I’m sure all the African American artists, artisans, and craftsmen would be surprised to know that their works don’t exist. Even more so all the artists in Africa.

But, that apparently wasn’t her real question. She actually wanted to know why more whites weren’t incorporating African or African American imagery in their art. M’kay.

I don’t feel a burning need to incorporate African or African American imagery in my own art. My art tends to be about me and my experiences. I also don’t know anything about what it feels like to be African American, much less African, so I’m not likely to address it in my art. I do use a wider variety of imagery in my gluebooks, but I consider gluebooks to be separate from my other art. Pretty much all the imagery in my gluebooks comes from magazines, books, etc. so I use what I have. (Thank you, though, to the kind soul who informed me that Egypt is in Africa. Who knew?!)

What sent me over the edge, and finally prompted me to unsubscribe from the group, was when the original poster made a comment that “we” should explore different cultures and that “we” should incorporate more design elements from other cultures in our artwork. If the concern is, as she claimed, to gain cultural understanding through exploring African American artistic styles, then that seems to me to be reducing the African American Experience (as if there’s just the one) to a design element. (Pardon me while I vomit.)

  1. She doesn’t know bupkis about me and my culture, so she can hardly know what my experience with “other cultures” might be.
  2. Why do I, as an artist, have any sort of responsibility to address cultural differences or racial issues?
  3. Talking about African Americans as if they’re from a different planet is probably not the best way to go about engendering racial harmony and mutual understanding.
  4. Reducing an entire group of people to a design element is exploitative
  5. Instead of exploiting African Americans, which is what I feel the OP was encouraging, why not first educate yourselves enough to know why the entire discussion, as it unfolded, might be offensive?

The final straw, though, was that I received an e-mail from someone wanting to know if I’d be interested in an “ancestor swap.” I didn’t answer her, because I was gobsmacked. I have no idea how to reply to something like that. My ancestors are mine, mine, mine and I’m not inclined to share them. If you want to acquire fake ancestors, buy a box of orphaned ones at a flea market.

No, I lied. The final, final straw was the way everyone went around patting themselves on the back for having such a sensitive, understanding, thoughtful discussion. Okaythen.

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Scent and Memory Revisited

I normally buy my shampoo and conditioner from the co-op, but I forgot last month so I picked up some cheap Aussie stuff to tide me over until the next co-op delivery. I used it this morning and was wafted back to the apartment Ms. Lea and I shared on West Charles. So, when I got out of the shower, I decided to listen to Opal.

We lived on West Charles during spring semester, so by the end of April we were both apartment hunting and beginning to pack. I remember that spring as being sunny and warm–warm enough that I walked home from the Earth Day celebration barefoot. That day, I was wearing a vintage red paisley mini-skirt I’d gotten from Jayne, along with a black hat that belonged to Chicken-Legs Darren.

Ms. Lea and I were unable to come to an agreement concerning reasonable visiting-with-friends hours (it was also The Semester of Very Little Sleep), but we were able to reach a compromise on music. That spring was filled with Opal, the Velvet Underground, Jesus and Mary Chain, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, Nine Inch Nails, T. Rex, Sisters of Mercy, and the Birthday Party.

That was also the spring that Pandora (this blog’s namesake) was born. She’s sixteen now and brimful of piss and vinegar. I had no idea she’d be with me so long when I brought that itty bitty kitten home.